Never Ceases to Amaze Me

how being sick can totally knock me on my butt. I got the evil cold/flu thing that has been going around. The last two days I have either been in bed or on the sofa. Today I am starting to feel better but I can still tell I am not back to 100%. I will be the first to admit that if I have a sore throat, I transform into a huge, wimpering wimp. I hate sore throats. Grrr. Ouch. Damnit.
Other than that, I starting to take steps to move out but I don't really know where I am moving. It is so unsettling that I have remained in a safety net of denial. I can't deal with not knowing so I am trying not to think about it. I just happily act like I am actually going somethere to some mythical job. I even bought my one way ticket home the other day. I know my friends are tired of hearing how much I want said job but I keep saying it. Sigh. My friends rock for putting with me, oh broken record.
My last surfing lesson was exciting if anything. On a personal note, I had an easier time and had wetsuit booties which was so nice. On the more exciting and scary side, someone almost died. A girl got knocked unconscious in the water and they had to do CPR on her. It was one of the creepiest things I have gone through and a good reality check. Suddenly my job woes didn't seem as big of a deal. And I was reminded of how dangerous the ocean can be. The waves are unforgiving. It's very humbling.